fight4something:

uhm……some irrelevant thing to the grand scheme of life?

fight4something:

Uhm. I don’t remember but let’s see if Sabrina does.

So I would do a bunch of shit.

1. Pay for my education
2. Buy my mom her dream house.
3. Pay off my friend’s educations Helen & Gabby  Lecia & Samantha
4. Start my foundation.
5. Uhm.. some other random nonsense like vacation with my friends.
5 1/2. Fix sabrina’s problem  by funding the research group!
6. Invest the rest of the money and start my own private business.
7. I think the money would be gone by then.

Yeah. That’s bout it.

Uhm, what country national anthem are we talking bout. I remember one time when I was little my dad made me memorize the national anthem of Guyana. God -____- So, help me. But all in all I do the United State’s National Anthem if it’s Star Spangled Banner. But no I will not sing it. My voice is a mixture of something at the moment.

Well, the last time I cried. Well, I had this really bad breakdown in school because of my parents. That was literally the first time I ever cried so hard, for so long. In the middle of the hallway, I didn’t even go to class for the rest of the day. I just didn’t care. Ya know. And I had this huge biology test too, man oh man. But like that was sometime this year. I think between the months of March to May. And that was the last time. Ha, Yeah I don’t cry much. I kinda want to though. =X Sigh*

Day 347: are you getting bored of this challenge?
Not really I like writing. I just wish I could actually complete this challenge on the actual day. So next year I’m going back and adding things. Hopefully. >,

Day 342: Describe your relationship status

Uhm, well at the time of this post i wasn’t single. I actually had a boyfriend. That lasted for 10 days. From December 1 - December 12. Some bull huh? Okay, I can explain I broke up with him but only cause well he’s Pretty emotional and im not and i dont think I can be. And there’s no way I could’ve gone to him with my problems and all that. Okay, so here’s the short verison. After 3 days I miss you.
After 6 days I love you.
After 7 babe I’ll try as hard as I can to see you but you have to try too.
After 9 days babe I feel like you don’t believe me, you think I’m lying.
After 10 days let’s talk.

I swear to frickin God, thank you for my little reality check but he’s not going to get my emotions pour out. Hell, okay today is Friday December 14, 2012. Okay, and last night i took a beer cause i couldn’t find vodka, but anywho I was trying to make myself cry because thats the only way to release tension ya know but I couldn’t so when I have time 2 beers and I’ll increase it that way. sigh, my unhealthy habbits. But look I appreciate the false attempt at least,I learned a little from this relationship even if it was 10 flippin days. Thanks for the attempt though.